Final student loan payment has been submitted.
sigh of relief, I guess.
I’m not sure how to feel about this.
I have worked hard.
I have given up 5 years of my life to school.
For the second time in my life I will have paid off my student loans.
Before, during, and after the pandemic, it was important to me to get this paid off by the end of the year.
And I have willed it so.
Using the combination of my clinical ladder bonus, my tuition reimbursement, and my personal money.
It is done.
So why does it feel so weird.
Where’s the sense of relief?
The sense of a burden put down forever.
I’m putting this feeling in the entire bucket of the world is hurting and getting back to work.